Thursday, July 9, 2009

What do you do...

when it all seems to be too much?

Work, income, finances, people, hurt, stress, lack of control, longing, anger, impatience, disappointment, holding it in... fear, loneliness, hopelessness... hanging by a thread...

no escape...

trying...

failing...

tired of coping... tired of doing it all... tired of being strong...

need to lean... nowhere to lean... no one to count on... no one but me... don't want to be the one anymore...

had enough... but have no choice... it's all up to me... as always

need to get hope back

before it's too late

need to focus on the positive... tired of talking myself into it...

how much can I take?

my stores are low... I want so badly to give up, but I can't give up...

please don't lean on me today, we might both fall down

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